We’re almost done with the preparations. The planning was long and there was a great deal of stress involved in it! We felt happy, excited, frustrated, angry, anxious, kaloka talaga! Pero ok lang because these are natural part of the planning process. Making decisions has never been easy for me. Decisions must be done from the big things down to the little ones… ceremony, reception venue, caterer, photographer, videographer, cake design, types of flowers, motif, wedding ring design, gowns, shoes, hair accessories, at madami pang iba.
I felt tensed, I got antsy ...who wouldn't feel like this? It’s just normal, am still the same person that I've always been... In my effort to feel relaxed, I pampered myself – deep breaths, hot oil treatment, foot spa, taking a stroll, writing my thoughts, talking with family and friends, etc. lahat na yata naisip ko just to feel better and have that fresher perspective!
I feel so grateful to Jesus for making all these happen, for giving me supportive family and friends, for keeping bil and I strong physically, emotionally and spiritually! THE JOINING OF TWO LIVES AND TWO HEARTS WILL NOT BE MEANINGFUL AND COMPLETE WITHOUT GOD'S BLESSING AND INTERVENTION! I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS PROUD AS A WOMAN! THANK GOD FOR HIS PROVIDENCE AND THANK YOU BILLIE FOR SEEING ME AS A WOMAN WORTHY OF YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND RESPECT!
